stefan

my  newest obsession 

i love you stefan :D

watch it this morning 

VAMPIRE DIARIES. 

i've read the book already 

. cool    

 sitting down is STEFAN

standing is DAMON 

brothers/enemy 

'm not a stranger
No I am yours
With crippled anger
And tears that still drip sore

A fragile flame aged
Is misery
And when our hearts meet
I know you see

I do not want to be afraid
I do not want to die inside just to breathe in
I'm tired of feeling so numb
Relief exists I find it when
I am cut

I may seem crazy
Or painfully shy
And these scars wouldn't be so hidden
If you would just look me in the eye
I feel alone here and cold here
Though I don't want to die
But the only anesthetic that makes me feel anything kills inside

I do not want to be afraid
I do not want to die inside just to breathe in
I'm tired of feeling so numb
Relief exists I find it when
I am cut
Pain
I am not alone
I am not alone

I'm not a stranger
No I am yours
With crippled anger
And tears that still drip sore

But I do not want to be afraid
I do not want to die inside just to breathe in
I'm tired of feeling so numb
Relief exists I found it when
I was cut
 (elena)

update

updatee

:)

haaa.its been a long time noww

arghhhhhh .

i am so lazy now daysss

er? life has been kinda okayy ,

iwasilovewithsomeoneelse

but he has someone else duh

arghhhhhhh.fuck it

wellesly, i miss you and im sorry

new moon ;)

hello 

silent readers 

how are yah ?

hahaha

woke up early today . im always up early

hahahaha

okay . back to my topic.

TAYLOR LAUNTER has a very yummy body . gahh . he looks hot in new moon

Rob pattinson was charming too. aaa

im on both side 

i dont mind that bella choose edward over jacob .

seriously . he is gonna imprint on bella's daughter in breaking dawn :)

cant wait fr eclipse and breaking dawn ;)

my reaction after watching new moon , yes, thrs sme tears . but , it was a bit 

DISAPPOINTING

>:(

errrr. 

the book is better . 

enough about new moon . 

about me now . hahaha . narcissistic :D

err. went out last friday . with anne , my love . lols

follow her to the saloon . aaa. her friend pick us up . dawat sim kok ping :D

hahaha. hes funny . so is nabil too . just getting to know them now . having a lot of friends is good.

and yes, the light of my that day . 

" michelle ruran radin "

aisehh . man, i love her eventho smtime shes quite irritating 

i mean it . 

went to the saloon and then parkson and then home sweet home :D